CRB-062219-946 Celebrating the 3rd anniversary of my husband's death with... my best friend

Today is the 3 year anniversary of my husband's death, every time I think back I still don't believe that he left me. Fortunately, during the past 3 years, my best friend has always been by my side to take care of me, helping me forget the pain and lack of love. After days of only knowing how to masturbate to relieve the pain of missing my husband, I couldn't continue living like that. I was still young and I wanted to be fucked and have sex happily like other women. I fell into the arms of my best friend full of desire, he had a bigger penis and much better lovemaking skills than my husband, maybe I really fell in love with him.